short RECAP of 2022

 The year full of self-doubt, anxiety, and fear but "antt bhalaa to sbb bhalaa"

honestly, January was depressing and the fear doubled when I lost my kalu(cat) as he was suffering from chronic blood cancer on February 8. followed by the same event in April when i lost chichi(baby cat) as he fell from the terrace starting few months were very triggering and fear of loosing and seeing in front of your eyes losing your dear ones.

when my undergrad college started I thought it will be good to interact and enjoy the last few days but as soon as entering I realized the competition, was stunned by the intelligence of my batchmates and felt very underconfident. And just because of my hard work I  and only few others got to my graduation thesis under  an associate professor thus gave impetus to me and boosting my confidence.


soon wrote 2 papers and presented them in national and international conferences at JNU and DU. The journey continued . by then I started to priorities my career and education and my subject as i left my uncle wedding in march and overcame family pressure as i didn't wan to mark in negative my report card as that I did in 1st year for my sister wedding but at that time I was not clear with my aim and what i wanted to do, the importance of studies etc. And indeed my hard work paid off as the challenge was to give an offline exam after a full-fledged lock down of 2 years I graduated with an 8.135 CGPA though still not satisfied.


april, may, and june the anxiety of what to do in life??????want to prepare for upsc????masters????? clinical psychologist .................what????????????????


or Am I  capable of getting admission in my masters that is truly entrance based am i????????

I worked really very hard and master joined the library to study but ended up with some stupid people as they don't grow up with there age and the habit of bitching never goes but never mind ignore them and don't give them your mental toll they are toxic and there life revolves around that one purpose only. But as a person, I truly never believe to hurt any one and take revenge and leave it on time to teach them. so continuing further I study home library and the same loop for 5-6 months and scored a very decent score in CUET and DUET entrance exams and still the anxiety of getting admission in Delhi was there as I didn't want to leave my parents and this city have a lot of memories to me. the journey of switching colleges from central university of Haryana, Banaras Hindu university etc .... and I can proudly say to the universities I have applied I got admission in. But as soon as  I got admission to my dream college Ambedkar university Kashmere gate campus I packed my bags and said bhaaaago yaha se from Mahendarghar and took admitted here.


the course I choose will develop all skills required in a Clinical psychologist and luckily I was blessed with 3 baby cats (putki, cutiee, and motu). 


As this year was full of ups and downs but still I was never satisfied the reason is that I am not good at accepting my flaws, and realities and always consider that life should do good to me but no it will not.

I have learned to live with insecurities, hard work is the only key to success(though I have not succeeded much but believe in this truly), and be good and do good to others and  trust me this works.

 wishing this year to be full of learning and inculcating the values of a good clinical psychologist, prioritizing my health(as I'm very bad in that) and doing justice to my profession, and yes becoming the Hero of my own journey as I entered 23 and will be completing 23.


a lot more learnings  to say and share with you all but waiting for right time ☺

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL HAVE A GREAT YEAR  !!!!!

stay happy and positive 

ask and receive mental health support please don't neglect it.


           (forgive me for the grammar and sentence formation as I'm feeling very emotional while writing👀)                   


1-1-2023

12.26 A.M.

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